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from russia with love
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"from russia with love"
òû ðóññêèé???[November12]
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2007-03-19 14:47:36 |
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Oh, and congratulations on the graduation!
I think airconditioning is one of the best investments of all time! [islandhopper]
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2003-06-27 12:59:41 |
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RYN: Yeah. He died from a fall. [islandhopper]
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2003-06-27 12:57:15 |
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Hmm... It is hotter than my homeland.. LOL... Hope that you have all the air con ready. [Storm Guardian]
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2003-06-24 00:02:22 |
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Hmm... It is hotter than my homeland.. LOL... Hope that you have all the air ready. [Storm Guardian]
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2003-06-24 00:02:11 |
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sum-sum-summer
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good luck at the interview . . . there is nothing like getting a great job to make it feel like your life is really on track. [masokisst]
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2003-05-29 19:25:44 |
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job hunting is SO much fun.... have fun. :P [punkass]
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2003-05-19 01:42:23 |
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good luck with everything, Pancake. ;) [Petal Catwitch]
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2003-05-01 17:08:42 |
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one down, two to go
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my exam was shit too....although I usually do better than I think (hope I don't jinx myself by saying that...). Wishing you luck on the next ones :) [Petal Catwitch]
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2003-04-16 22:15:03 |
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i feel you...i'm stuck inside studying too! and we're going to get 27C in Toronto tomorrow, apparently...I always try to study outside, but it never works...I always get distracted by the sights, sounds, smells.... [Petal Catwitch]
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2003-04-14 16:54:47 |
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Malvern's not that bad in the daylight! lol. Don't worry about the area. It only gets bad when the sun goes down! (I'm serious though, it's really not that bad) Cheers! [LittleBit106]
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2003-04-11 11:59:47 |
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I also like the name Pancake...it's really cute [Petal Catwitch]
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2003-04-07 21:01:13 |
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are you in Ontario? I am and it's been snowing and freezing-raining for like a week! I think I'm going crazy :S [Petal Catwitch]
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2003-04-07 21:00:44 |
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Have fun at the party - the cakes sounds...orgasmic! Mmmmm....chocolate. [margee]
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2003-04-03 16:43:56 |
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damn, i hate double entries. [Pancake]
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2003-04-03 16:42:34 |
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Dude, thanks for offering the download. I finally got it and I'm happy. Yay! [sarcastra]
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2003-03-31 11:29:23 |
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Huh? Why did it make it like I wrote a swear? All I said was that "like when you get an egg that isnt completely fresh...it gets chewy." Ohhh, I guess the sh from the end of fresh, and the it...make a swear...Dumb. LOL. [The Nothing Girl]
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2003-03-25 01:33:24 |
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Thanks! Sending job-getting vibes your way as well! :-) Thanks for the warning on the Cadbury Egg McFlurry, it LOOKED good...but now that I think about it, the cream probably gets all chewy from being cold. Like when you get a cream egg that isnt completly fresh...it's a little chewy, almost crusty. Eh....hate that. [The Nothing Girl]
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2003-03-25 01:31:06 |
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my obsession
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http://www.daddyos.com/retro/shoe.h tml[punkass]
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2003-03-22 13:06:36 |
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my obsession
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ha ha... me tooo i've got about 40 or so..and some are on loan right now [punkass]
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2003-03-22 13:06:10 |
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AHHH that's frightening... i hope you can get yer ovaries back into gear.. .... i a regular and very gald that i am. :D [punkass]
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2003-03-10 00:26:59 |
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Yeah, I was just talking to a friend the other day about how I need to see more 'good' movies - not just those shallow, hollywood glitz movies. 'Ameile' was great, I highly reccomend renting it as long as you don't mind subtitles. [margee]
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2003-03-02 16:37:28 |
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Wow, you really love movies!!
RYN: How does your mom know how to cook adobo? Does she cook the Mexican, the Spanish or the Filipino way? [islandhopper]
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2003-02-28 20:14:17 |
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I've been slacking off really really bad too. it sucks. [Miss Moss]
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2003-02-28 17:10:00 |
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Yes, I threw it away!!! Lol. [PrometheusX]
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2003-02-28 16:21:36 |
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CHILI PEPPERS AHHHHHH!!!!! may? where are you.. i'm in KC they(peppers ) will be here on the 5th. [punkass]
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2003-02-26 01:49:02 |
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i do that too, like lay around,,, and debate if i really need totake one...then ask myself if i'm really dirty. (but if my hair looks dirty, that's the decided factor) [punkass]
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2003-02-23 02:20:11 |
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nice night for a valentine.
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BLT's are so good.... and i'm passing you my flask. [punkass]
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2003-02-17 02:14:15 |
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okay. 2nd try
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oooo! fishnet stockings! va-va-voom! :) [margee]
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2003-02-14 17:33:35 |
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You send out Valentines? How cute are you! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2003-02-14 03:32:32 |
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I use lists to simulate control in my life. If I were feeling lonely I would make a list of all the fun activities I could do to not feel lonely. Number one would be call a friend/my mom. I hope you feel better! [FindingME]
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2003-02-10 11:10:00 |
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I completely understand the freaking out. It definitely helps to get out of the house, if for nothing else than to get air. I make it a point to leave my house at least once every day. I feel really foggy if I don't. Hope that helps. [RollerCoasterRide]
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2003-02-10 03:51:24 |
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We all get days like that. I hate being lonely. It's one of the worst feelings. Hope you're feeling better by the time you see this. [Sowhatilikegirls]
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2003-02-09 15:53:29 |
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your going to just fine, see you've already stop writing to get back to your reports. good KID! gud KID! [punkass]
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2003-02-09 02:05:17 |
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Awwww, those Valentines sound so cute! I want one! :) [margee]
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2003-02-03 12:49:08 |
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i don't think the whole idea of taking all guns away will happen anyway, the reasons don't justify the means.... plus look at all the dumb laws we have that aren't enforced. [punkass]
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2003-02-02 13:27:39 |
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are those numbers of deaths per year baised on all deaths... (wondering) like does it include...cops shooting people who need to be shot "standoffs", robberies, self defense, etc.//i still want to see it, GAWD i need to just go find out where it's playing around here.//(some people here say there shouldbe no guns at all...but i know farmers that absoulty need them to shoot cougars, bears, and coyotes from killing thier cows, horses and other livestock. plus there are tons of hunters that want guns too.... Actually the more i think of it... if we could enforce the laws we already have there wouldn' t be such a huge problem that there is FYI: most gun killing cases ( my brothers a cop so he gets all sorts of info on this subject) are done by people with illegal guns... meaning that the people wih guns legally are/will be the ones penelized if our country tries to take all guns away and i think that no matter how many laws there are out there guns will always be accesaible to thugs, robbers, and etc. Foe all those people who's had loved one killed by guns, i'm sorry but i don't think that by taking guns away, that problem will be solved, there are all sorts of weapons out there that can be used. (now i feel heartless, wow this comment is long)...:P [punkass]
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2003-02-02 13:26:08 |
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Feel better soon! [FindingME]
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2003-01-27 11:59:09 |
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hope you feel better! [margee]
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2003-01-26 18:34:49 |
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back to life, back to reality
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actually we do call clint, clit, and he hates us for it. :) [punkass]
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2003-01-19 17:59:00 |
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back to life, back to reality
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he's sleeping but you spent most the time in bed... WHATEVER did you do? :P [punkass]
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2003-01-12 20:05:12 |
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new year's resolutions?
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eeehhhhh no need to do them. [punkass]
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2003-01-03 22:14:29 |
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new year's resolutions?
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Those are great resolutions! I wish you luck with fulfilling them... I never am able to stick to mine - so I stop making them. Happy New Year! [margee]
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2003-01-02 13:36:38 |
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almost christmas
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I'm not going to lie, the look on my face when you said "menstrual cup" was not a cute one, but I'll visit the site before I make any hasty judgements. Who knows you just might convert me! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2002-12-27 22:45:57 |
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oookay
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Ebay is evil AND addictive. I love to hate it! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2002-12-20 02:56:56 |
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oookay
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Chim-chim Liverkisser! hee hee nice name you've got..:P [punkass]
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2002-12-12 23:02:59 |
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hee hee that's what i do to people... you don't ever bid... until the last possible second... cause you just watch and see if there are anyother hits..... and then...the peoplelthink no one is looking or watching... hee hee and then the price stays low.... then at the last minute POOF you go in for the kill.. ( sorry but that's how i've got lots of camera equipment that way... it's great) [punkass]
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2002-12-12 21:26:40 |
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damn ebay straight to hell! [not what you think]
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2002-12-12 19:51:30 |
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one more week!
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i don't know what it'd be like without my family ... an dme in schooll... that's odd. i'd probably cry. [punkass]
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2002-12-12 01:32:40 |
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one more week!
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that was me. [masokisst]
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2002-12-11 15:06:28 |
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one more week!
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i hope your visit home goes well . . . i'm anticipating mine, as well. my brother lives in ottawa, and he'll be coming back to victoria for christmas. [Anonymous]
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2002-12-11 15:05:39 |
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one more week!
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Why don't you get them advance tickets to Lord of the Rings and some socks [abritabroad]
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2002-12-09 12:19:54 |
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exams... ugh
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I liked your little comment about thinking you and Dave are good for each other, that is such a good sign. Staying out of the malls for Christmas, now there's an idea! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2002-12-05 02:36:07 |
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exams... ugh
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Dave is such a sweetie! That was so nice what he said about you. Awwww... Have fun swimming! [margee]
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2002-12-04 15:39:47 |
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stupid audit!
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Well this whole situation licks ass. Instead of asking your employers for paycheck stubs, why don't you call the IRS helpline and ask them to mail or fax you copies of your W2s from all the places you work. That will have the most accurate information all in one spot. I don't even think you have to speak to a live person. You should give them a call. 1-800-829-4477 or try them online at www.irs.gov Hope this helps. Good luck with everything! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2002-12-04 02:59:54 |
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stupid audit!
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ooo, not good! God, I always worry about getting audited because those loan forms are so confusing and I can never figure out if I put the right numbers in the right places. [margee]
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2002-12-02 12:28:57 |
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stupid audit!
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stupid loans people....I totally feel your pain, hope you have it sorted out soon :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-12-01 20:33:09 |
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stupid audit!
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ewwwwwwwwww how do i avoid those? [punkass]
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2002-12-01 02:55:29 |
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1 down, 1 to go
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good for you for finishing the paper, I am currently working on a papaer too it sucks ASS...I am probably not going to finish it tonight though :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-11-29 21:52:55 |
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cranberry juice. i hate cranberry juice.
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I had bladder infection before too..it wasn't fun :) feel better soon [Garlic Finger]
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2002-11-27 11:53:55 |
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ch-ch-changes
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gawd... there's no reason to be fake... please be yourself and if yourself means... yourunning around in circles while poking yourself in the eye.. then do it... it's much better for your personal health to NOT try and be something your not.... trust me you'll be so much happier later.. ... now ,go practice. :P [punkass]
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2002-11-25 00:03:02 |
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I made the same sort of decision not terribly long ago, and it helped me immensely. It is very very important to be real in all things, to always be who YOU are not what others expect from you. It is also important to know who your friends are, who is truly important to you in life, and cultivate strongest those relationship. Of course, it is also good to keep an open door for others, but don't let their opinions and schedules and selfishness dictate YOUR life. People are selfish, people are self-centered, people are so caught up in themselves half the time they can't hear what the other person is even saying. It's unfortunate, but fortunately not all are like that, and few are like that purposefully. I used to be that way, I am not as much anymore. Good luck. [frail_soul]
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2002-11-23 02:26:12 |
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more haikus
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I have a cold too :( how was montreal? [Garlic Finger]
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2002-11-19 16:49:46 |
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Have fun! Hey, I know what you mean about being the least straight edge of all your friends, even though what you do isn't that bad. That's pretty much me in a nut shell. [margee]
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2002-11-18 14:11:06 |
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I could really use some help, drop me a note when you have the chance! [French Kissing]
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2002-11-12 00:27:03 |
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That potluck sounds so much fun! I wish I could have gone...humfph, hope Dave calls soon. I don't blame you, I'd be pretty peeved too. [margee]
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2002-11-11 16:30:09 |
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sunday morning
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sharpies are my weapon of choice and they smell great! [punkass]
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2002-11-11 00:32:00 |
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sunday morning
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Sheesh...hung up on his face...that upset? I seriously wouldn't expect him to apologize... [PrometheusX]
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2002-11-10 12:20:10 |
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Sounds like a fun night! I haven't played pictionary forever! [cgdp001]
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2002-11-10 12:07:12 |
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lucky charms
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it feels good to put on clothes that are too big, when you can remember the time when they fit a little tighter. [masokisst]
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2002-11-08 14:53:32 |
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lucky charms
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Hey, thanks for the comment! Where abouts in Canada are you? I rarely come across fellow Canadians on here...so this is exciting for me. LOL! [The Nothing Girl]
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2002-11-08 11:38:36 |
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funny i just bought some candy that was 50% off at the store... I"M A SUCKER!!!! [punkass]
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2002-11-03 01:46:37 |
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hey look what i can make ♥ [Pancake]
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2002-10-31 20:43:08 |
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Halloween Candy IS the Devil! Lol! I think I understand what you mean about being passive-aggressive. T tells me that I tend to be that way too. [margee]
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2002-10-31 19:38:06 |
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...........~{..¦«~*HaPPy HaLLowEEn !!*~»¦..}~..........<3 ChRiSTi LyNn <3...............**come visit my diary, if ud like and ill come back and visit urs again, im sorta new and i wanna have more people to talk to...hehe...and if i bothered u then OH WELL , u shouldnt allow people to write in ur diary then! LOL...jus kiddin! bYebYe!!**......... [DePreSSed ChyCkk]
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2002-10-31 18:25:09 |
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from russia with love
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I can't believe Dave could resist that face!! hahaha :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-10-30 13:48:13 |
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Lol - those are great! I love deep thoughts! [margee]
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2002-10-30 11:20:38 |
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drunk and horny.. hee hee the best part of drinking! :P [punkass]
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2002-10-29 21:39:57 |
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lol, I remember having a similiar conversation with my older brother about weed, only the situation was reversed - he was the older wiser guy. It's so cool that you can be a mentor to your sister. As a smoker myself, I know a lot of people have different ideas about pot, but I think it's good to tell her to be responsible and careful but have fun! [margee]
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2002-10-24 13:24:32 |
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its so funny when you ryounger sibling grow up and then they realize that your not exactually the retarded person they thought but your actually the coolest one..... [punkass]
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2002-10-24 00:57:37 |
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Congratulations on the weight loss. Living healthy is even harder than losing weight. And you are so right it's a lifestyle change. Hope you reach your goals..all of them! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2002-10-20 22:20:45 |
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31lbs is a lot!! wow :) I am so proud of you girl! :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-10-20 22:15:40 |
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hum/// the neve ending saga of weight... i share that with you/ :P [punkass]
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2002-10-20 21:57:46 |
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i do that too. this one chick at the last place i lived... had a credit card bill for 28,000.00 dollars... no wonder she didn't give them a forwarding address.///// oh i doubt my dad would ever get a tongue ring. but if he did BElieve me i'd write about it asap. :P [punkass]
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2002-10-20 18:16:48 |
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You should definitely go to the television preview thing, it sounds so interesting :) and I don't think you are doing bad things by opening mails even though they belong to other people because I'd do the same thing if I were you :P hehe [Garlic Finger]
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2002-10-20 14:51:14 |
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"a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down.. unless of coarse you're diabetic" [butercupp12]
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2002-10-18 21:37:20 |
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i'm sort of glad there is another lazy person on earth.. it's hard to not be lazy isn't it... good luck marking things off your list :P [punkass]
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2002-10-13 23:38:28 |
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If I were you I would put my education first because that's what I did when I chose to come to New Brunswick for school. My then boyfriend wanted me to stay in Vancouver for him but I chose to leave him for what I wanted. :) hopefully things will work out for you either way [Garlic Finger]
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2002-10-13 23:17:35 |
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Hey I haven't been here in a long time and I was stopping by to say hello and happy thanksgiving for you canadians. And I guess that you and Dave got back togeather after that horrible breakup you talked about a year or so ago. So thats good..and if yall are still friends..then thats good. Well...have a good day and happy thanksgiving (again). -Lacy [YankeeGirl]
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2002-10-13 19:32:54 |
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I'm a pretty bad procrastinator too...I don't know why because it makes my life a lot more difficult than it should be...oh well. can't teach an old dog new tricks I guess... [margee]
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2002-10-10 15:54:09 |
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hey I never knew you were from Newfoundland, that's awesome :) I know a few people from there as well it definitely sounds like a very very cool place. :) and wow $25/hr work? not bad not bad :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-10-09 21:23:13 |
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I'm glad you guys made up so quick! Our worst fights are when we're stoned and I'm driving! LOL. [margee]
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2002-10-07 19:34:06 |
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i wish my pay day had a bigger check :) [punkass]
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2002-10-07 00:50:52 |
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I'm glad that you are so happy! Life is good when everything seems so smooooth. [margee]
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2002-10-02 12:34:57 |
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Wow, that is pretty soon to get married! [SheSeemsSweet]
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2002-09-17 11:29:35 |
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I hear ya on this - I love T but are we ready for marriage?? The jury is still out on that one... I am big on taking lots of time to make big decisions and couldn't image just rushing out and getting married. Especially when it comes to Christians and other very religious people, it seems to me they want to hurry up and get married so they can have sex...but after awhile, the novelty wears off, they realize that they are not 'in love', and the marriage becomes a lesson in endurance. Eh, who knows - but yeah, I can relate... I just went to my first wedding shower this summer - eesh! [margee]
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2002-09-16 18:03:29 |
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i'm so immature for my age i doubt i'll ever get married.... maybe in about 15 years of something but by them i'll not be able to have kids i suppose...... :P [punkass]
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2002-09-15 22:07:45 |
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i hate all my clothes!
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halloween_ are you going to eat your own skin too? ewwwww [punkass]
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2002-09-14 13:30:32 |
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Hey! I'm sorry I suck so bad at keeping up with you! Glad to hear you and Dave are together (you are right?). Guys definitely have it easier as far as dressing up goes. Like they look nice if they just put on a tie, whereas girls need the whole shirt/skirt/hose/shoes/hair/jewelry /etc.Have fun! [Gootee Again]
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2002-09-07 23:48:37 |
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i hate all my clothes TOO! i need to wear clothes but the ones i have i hate and yet i hate wearing my work /dressy clothes.... AHHHH!!!!!! i only want to wear me baggy stuff. .... :( [punkass]
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2002-09-07 01:03:38 |
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i hate all my clothes!
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Guys do have it easier when it comes to clothes, it's so unfair. [SheSeemsSweet]
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2002-09-06 20:42:01 |
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i hate all my clothes!
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Ugh - I hate not knowing what to wear, and that does happen to me alot. I haven't been shopping in OVER a year, can you believe that (except for a underwear spree at VS last January). I used to be such a clothes horse...not anymore. :( [margee]
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2002-09-05 15:55:20 |
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Hello! i'm new in here... kisses [Felicidade]
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2002-09-01 15:16:35 |
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she's back!
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(shocked) so your not suppose to be naked around your roommates? maybe that's why they son't talk to me now? :P [punkass]
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2002-08-24 12:19:12 |
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DUDE i have got to go see the movie ( greek wedding) cause i hear its good and of course i love the guy in it to.. the one that's getting married.... :P [punkass]
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2002-08-23 00:38:31 |
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awwww... I think it's so sweet when couples are so in love with eachother and not shy about telling eachother how they feel - and I'd rather read about that in someone's diary then about the latest fight! That is so sweet that your guy does those little things for you - it makes me think about T and how sweet he is to me! I think I'll go give him a kiss! Have a great day! [margee]
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2002-08-22 13:11:16 |
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hey I just came on to check my favorites and saw that you've been updating!! :) That's cool...hope things with Dave are fine..seems like he's still being the same Dave that he was. You gotta tell him to keep his promises and call when he said he would..it's the most annoying thing ever...good luck [Garlic Finger]
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2002-08-20 05:01:35 |
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guilty pleasures
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You gotta host that party!My friend had one a while back and it was real funny.Its so cool, you gotta do it!!xx [Alyze]
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2002-08-15 17:59:26 |
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yay
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Hi! I am so glad that you are back! Ugh, I know what you mean on so many levels - I'm starting my fifth year at school and man, I just want to finish already!! And I think I tend to gush about Todd almost to the point of excess here at MDD - but nobody else wants to listen to it!! :) [margee]
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2002-08-14 16:33:25 |
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another update
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hm I would be upset too if I were you. I am sure dave didn't mean to do that though..hope thigns will work out betteer for you two!!! and I am glad to hear that you lost 20lbs...way to go girl [Garlic Finger]
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2002-07-20 05:02:24 |
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another update
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you don't suck... that's just rude../// hoep it works out and i haven't lost that much.. i've got no will power :( [punkass]
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2002-07-12 01:09:16 |
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another update
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u suck [You Suck]
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2002-07-11 16:31:36 |
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midsummer nights
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its glad to see ya backk, and congrats on the lost lbs :P [punkass]
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2002-06-29 01:49:47 |
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little blue pills
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I do understand the scare and the tears. But, sometimes it does take a jolt to realize that we are hurting ourselves. I do not have that specific problem but I do have a habit that is killing me. Reading this reminds me that I need to be strong and handle it. I wish you all the best because I know we both can make our bodies feel better, livelier, happier than ever. Prayers and Blessings and wish you all the best! :) [Starwind]
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2002-06-05 19:29:36 |
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little blue pills
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Hey pan don't feel bad. your doctor was only so brutally honest because he wanted to help. look at it on the bright side, at least now you will start to try to stay healthy instead of starting like 5 years from now when it's really too late, Right? good luck girl [Garlic Finger]
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2002-06-05 11:29:50 |
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little blue pills
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:( doctors suck,,, but iguess you have to listent o them, huh... idon't have scale either.... i should get one... i've been needing to eat healthier...so your my inspiration to start now....see you saved my life... thanks :P [punkass]
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2002-06-04 23:08:04 |
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little blue pills
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Hey Pan, I know how easy it is to fall into an unhealthy lifestyle - college life seems like it perpetuates it. Don't feel bad that you've gained weight. 12 lbs is barely anything! But, it's good that your doctor has brought this to your attention. A friend of mine, Jeff, is only 32 but due to his bad eating habits and drinking habits, his doctor said that unless he changes, he'll have a stroke gauranteed within the next two years! Scary! Health is important - but don't feel bad! :) Hugs! [margee]
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2002-06-04 17:54:26 |
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update
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Hiya! It was nice to hear from you! I'm glad that you are enjoying your summer and that things with Dave are going so well! He sounds like such a sweet guy and he paints! Wow! Enjoy your summer! [margee]
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2002-05-28 14:32:40 |
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update
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Enjoy your Summer to the fullest! It is nice to hear you are doing well. [Starwind]
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2002-05-27 14:17:22 |
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update
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I was wondering where you were! :) it's so good t hear from you, glad to hear that everything is going well.. :) we are pretty close to each other now..you are in Newfoundland I am in New Brunswick :)) hehe I guess ottawa is not too far away from here either :) Anyway, I look forward to your next entry and good luck with everything girl! [Garlic Finger]
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2002-05-27 13:23:47 |
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miss right
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I am so happy for you! I think it's a real good idea to talk to him about your fears. He has to understand that you have a right to be a little paranoid, I mean if the guy already did it once. I wish you the best! [RollerCoasterRide]
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2002-04-30 00:25:30 |
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almost done
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I hear ya.... I think everyone wants to shape up. Just make sure you do it the right way! I love to eat....but I exercise a lot.... so i don't get bigger...but I don't get smaller.. haha.. Good luck [advicegirl]
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2002-04-17 20:03:31 |
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i want to procrastinate!
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You're in Ottawa! Cool.... That city is amazing... I think I'd have to forget the whole driving thing if I went though..... THe queensway is crazy! :) [advicegirl]
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2002-04-09 20:46:22 |
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i want to procrastinate!
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I really hope things work out between you and Dave. What's the rush to define anyways? Enjoy your time. Soon enough you will be "common law" boyfriend/girlfriend! :) [advicegirl]
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2002-04-09 20:45:24 |
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no more teachers no more homework
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thanks, i just don't have enough time to write them all [punkass]
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2002-04-09 00:14:09 |
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no more teachers no more homework
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sometimes even if you have a map you don't end up where you thought you were going,:P [punkass]
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2002-04-08 00:47:49 |
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no more teachers no more homework
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I hope things work out for you and Dave - personally, I'd like to see you two get back together but then I'm just a random MDDer! :) Even if you two aren't going to be a couple in the traditional sense but still sleep together, are you going to be monogomous - is he? Getting an STD from him would really suck! Congrats on being done with school! I wish I was, too...(sigh) [margee]
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2002-04-05 16:43:14 |
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spring is in the air
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Whew, Pan! I just got updated on your last six entries...wow! It sounds like you two are enjoying eachother and that's great - just don't let him hurt you, okay? It's easy to be emotionally unattached right now, but don't decieve yourself, I'm not saying that you are, but just be careful...I don't want to see you hurt! [margee]
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2002-04-03 16:27:16 |
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jumbly head
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Happy birthday... It's rather funny.. my birthday's on the 21st! I'm 21..in case you were wondering.. anyways.. happy birthday [advicegirl]
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2002-04-01 16:56:29 |
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the aftermath
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K.. i read this entry after the last one.. God girl I've been here before. It's awesome if you can keep your heart separate from your horomones. Seriously though... if you still love him..as I loved my ex...and he's simply playing.. then your heart will crumble to a million and a half pieces. However... I don't regret it..because I cherish every single memory of my time with him. [advicegirl]
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2002-04-01 16:49:26 |
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spring is in the air
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Hey.. ahh..the ex boyfriend. Just don't let him hurt you. It seems like you have you're feelings in check...but hold on to them until he's ready to move things along...it appears as if you'd like to be official again. Dangerous if he's not ready for that. Sorry for the advice as you didn't ask for any...but I have been in this situation... and got terribly hurt. Good luck.. oh.. you're a newf too! You'll bump into a Newfoundlander no matter where you go.. even in cyberspace! :) [advicegirl]
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2002-04-01 16:45:23 |
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recap
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As long as you're happy. I think the friends-with-benefits thing is fun and good, but I don't want to see you getting hurt! Be careful, have fun! [gootee]
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2002-03-25 08:48:03 |
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more settled
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I guess I can understand what you mean by just sex. but if that's what you want, wouldn't it be better to do it with someone you have absolutely no feelings for? I know I would get really attached again if I had sex with Patrick now because I still have feelings for him. [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-23 22:15:05 |
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jumbly head
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hmm it's a little crazy that he wanted to wear your underwears..hmm..but as long as you are happy..a one week stand sounds good to me [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-23 15:47:06 |
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jumbly head
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women's underwear? Oh my. I just want you to be happy darlin'! [gootee]
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2002-03-22 23:09:44 |
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jumbly head
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oooh, my 100th entry. happy 100th entry to me! [Pancake]
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2002-03-22 21:29:24 |
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woohoo!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :) [margee]
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2002-03-21 15:44:27 |
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woohoo!!
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Happy Birthday!!!!!!! how old are you now sweetie?! :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-20 22:59:13 |
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i'm due for one
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hmm I wish I knew what to tell you. I think the only reason Dave didn't pull away when you touched him or put your head on his shoulders is because he didn't want to hurt your feelings. but, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, don't you think the fact that he didn't respond might mean something? he might hope that you will get the hint or something? I think maybe he does want to be a friend and a friend only... [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-19 21:27:28 |
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tired and achy
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go to the doctor and ask for Tamiflu, its the anti flu drug. WORKED FOR ME! :P [punkass]
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2002-03-12 23:40:04 |
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tired and achy
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maybe your sickness of the heart is leading to this poor health. :( I hope it gets better, but maybe hanging out with Dave so much and having him constantly in your life is what's leading to these feelings of wanting him back. Have you actually sat down and asked him how he feels about you now? *IS* there a chance of getting back with him? Maybe you already know the answer but don't want to face it. I don't know, I don't mean to get you down, I just want you to be happy and not have all this Dave stuff weigh you down! Anyway, rest and get better!!! xoxo, Margie [margee]
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2002-03-12 16:42:18 |
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tired and achy
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I hope you feel better soon, flu sucks.. [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-10 12:03:04 |
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more weirdness.
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hmm I don't blame you, I would be confused as hell if I were you. I know it's hard to just be upfront and ask him what's going on but I think that's what you gotta do. Considering you guys hve already seen each other's naked body...you shouldn't be shy to ask him a straight forward question like "do you still have feelings for me?" you know what I mean? :) I know it's easier said than done but you gotta do what you have to do :) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-08 14:42:22 |
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goddamn boys.
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mooping is gud. [punkass]
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2002-03-06 00:50:24 |
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goddamn boys.
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Man, I wish he would just break down and be like "That's it. I need you! Please get back together with me!" I can see how happy he makes you... I hope you can find someone even better though. [gootee]
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2002-03-05 21:29:11 |
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weekend.
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Hey Pan! I could really relate to this entry too! I think getting involved with Dave on a purely sexual relationship would probably mess with your head too much - especially if he's going to be dating someone else meanwhile. You'll be okay, Pancake - really, you will. It doesn't seem like it now but soon things will start looking up. [margee]
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2002-03-05 17:10:42 |
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weekend.
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Hmm..I feel ya. I don't have any friends except Evan, and one girl I knew in high school. I think it's not something you need to search for though, it'll come to you in time. [gootee]
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2002-03-04 09:07:28 |
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weekend.
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I totally see where you are coming from on this entry..I feel the same way..I feel that I am not close to anybody anymore and I really miss the intimate relationship I once shared with Patrick. sometimes I am not sure if I miss Patrick or the intimacy..but he can still make me cry..:( and I hate the fact that he has this power over me...but we are both getting stronger and one day we will find someone better..I am sure we will...*hugs* [Garlic Finger]
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2002-03-02 18:50:45 |
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honesty.
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Hey Pan, I'm really sorry about your grandmother - my own grandmother just died two months ago and I was pretty upset about it, so I can imagine how you feel. But lately, I've been having private conversations with her in my head - sort of like praying but not... I really feel that she watches over me and helps me - I'm sure that's what your grandma is doing for you now as well. She's still in your heart and she'll never die there. On another note, I had a similar experience with my ex when we were talking on the phone once recently after our break-up. I asked him if he was seeing anyone else and he admitted that there was this one girl at a bar he hooked up with - it hurt, you know? Not because I was still in love with him and wanted me back, but because it meant that he was over me. It was a hard realization to take. But you sound like a really strong woman - I know you can get through this. :Hugs: -Margie [margee]
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2002-03-01 16:38:18 |
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honesty.
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Oh honey, I'm sorry about your grandmother. And I'm fucking mad Dave told you that, but I guess if you're going to be friends, you have to talk about that stuff. You should warn this girl that Dave sucks as a boyfriend though. [gootee]
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2002-03-01 10:26:27 |
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honesty.
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:( about your sad feelings, time yes we are always but waiting on time, yet when it comes are we turley ready for it? one can only wait. [punkass]
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2002-03-01 00:18:09 |
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honesty.
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I am sorry about your grandmother, I am glad you have someone like Dave to talk to about everything. he sounds like he can be a great friend..you are doing a good job on seeing him as a friend and nothing more..*hugs* feel better soon [Garlic Finger]
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2002-02-28 21:43:10 |
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blah.
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I feel ya. *hugs* [gootee]
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2002-02-27 08:52:13 |
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blah.
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oh sweetie.. I know how you feel. :( sorry I wasn't there, I would hang out with you if I was !! :) *hugs* I wish I had something more productive to say....anyway, feel better soon [Garlic Finger]
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2002-02-26 17:25:16 |
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blah.
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If I didn't know any better - I would have said I had written this entry! Is the depression bug going around today or what? (sigh) I know what you mean about not having fullfilling friendships - I'm struggling with that myself. It's such a human need to have caring people around - and sometimes loneliness seems so overwhelming...I'm trying to reach out to people for friendship - it's hard, believe me - but I think it's going to work out, it will for you, too. I have the same problem with my parents, too! They NEVER call me or send me packages in the mail...I accused my dad once of that and he said he just didn't want to interfere with my life and that if I wanted to talk, I'd call. Maybe your parents have the same twisted logic? You should call them and talk to them about it! [margee]
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2002-02-26 16:13:54 |
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GO CANADA GO!!
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Good job. Spending time with other people takes your mind off him, plus makes him want you..heh. I think it's best for you to take time off Dave for a bit. [gootee]
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2002-02-25 10:26:46 |
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GO CANADA GO!!
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http://www.olympics.com/x/f/frame.h tm?u=/x/m/r/launch_res.htm[punkass]
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2002-02-25 01:05:56 |
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GO CANADA GO!!
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yeah, they let you guys win cause i told them i had some on-line canadain friends, so your welcome. :P [punkass]
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2002-02-25 00:48:20 |
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laundry day.
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i've got 3 loads of laundry too, cause i could find a rag to stuff up my runny nose. :) [punkass]
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2002-02-21 20:36:55 |
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trough
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Man, if I were you, I'd be too frustrated to have any kind of relationship. Maybe you guys should take a break from hanging out? [gootee]
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2002-02-21 09:18:29 |
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trough
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I agree..having a platonic relationship with someone you have had something more before is definitely hard. especially in your case when you guys have only been broken up for a while. I hope he will call you tomorrow and do something. I don't blame you for not having the guts to ask if he still misses you. I wouldn't e able to do it either..you are not alone *hugs* [Garlic Finger]
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2002-02-21 08:40:24 |
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ugh.
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:( [punkass]
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2002-02-19 22:26:33 |
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ugh.
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What the fuck is his problem!?!?! [gootee]
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2002-02-19 13:26:26 |
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ugh.
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hmm I thought Dave only stood you up before while being your boyfriend was because he didn't care enough, but now I just think it's in his system that he just can't seem to remember what he says to otherS! :( I have an ex who's exactly like that I know why you are so frustrated too. I am glad you didn't forgive him right away. [Garlic Finger]
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2002-02-19 09:10:49 |
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hi.
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I agree that you do need a mental break. you are doing so much better than you were and I think you will be totally fine in no time. well I hope anyway because you deserve to be happy! [Garlic Finger]
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2002-02-18 00:17:50 |
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these are the people in your neighbourhood
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A closet lesbian? Ha. I'm honored to be on your list. I need to comment more here. I'm reading though......I think we should all list our fave's. I need some new writers. I'm getting sick of MDD lately. [Sowhatilikegirls]
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2002-02-16 14:22:31 |
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these are the people in your neighbourhood
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thanks for putting me in your favorite list! :) you are in mine too. and I am so glad to hear that you had a good time at the shooter party :)) and you are right, at least you weren't sitting at home waiting for Dave to call, good girl. I on the other hand didn't really haev such a great night, but whatever :)) [Garlic Finger]
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2002-02-16 11:58:16 |
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these are the people in your neighbourhood
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i just realized all my fav diarists are girls! weird. [Pancake]
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2002-02-16 01:51:04 |
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2ge+her
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damn, valentines day :( [punkass]
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2002-02-13 00:53:31 |
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2ge+her
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I agree with Margee!! there are more people who are depressed than people who actually enjoy the holiday! it's terrible and hey I am glad you can think ahead and not do stupid things (ie just sleep with Dave) and regret afterwards, I think you are very smarT! [Garlic Finger]
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